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Back from the Psychiatric hospital

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 25, 2014, 7:41 AM

Hey, guys there something important that I really need to share with you. Explaining why I was gone for last week. Sorry that I didn’t tell you guys, but this all unexpected. I hope you all read, because I’m actually serious about all this that has happened. I was at a Psychiatric hospital. Why? It all started when I had a huge anxiety attack at the summer program that I was at. As, you can tell for months I’ve been finding out that I have OCD and severe anxiety. So, the staff had to come and pull me out of class to talk to me, I also told them that I felt suicidal as well due to the OCD and anxiety about certain things such as worrying about my future college life. I also told them I almost killed myself the day before, which I actually attempting at. And then they told me that I need to get help and the same thing to my parents as well. The next day I went to a therapist/social worker with my mom to talk about everything. I told her everything, including the suicide method, where I was going to go to bed with duct tape to my mouth with a plastic bag tied around my head. She asked me more and more questions. I also told her that I’ve been hearing some voices in my head telling me that the world doesn’t want me anymore and the more depressed I got, the more Nihilistic views I believed. Finally she asked me if I felt comfortable going home, and if I needed someone to monitor me so that I don’t kill myself. I told her that I didn’t feel comfortable going home, and that I may ended up doing it. Then she told me and my mom that I needed to go to the hospital immediately, so I can get tested to see that if I needed Psychiatric hospital or not. So, after I went home, my stepdad picked me up and took me the local hospital/clinic. When we got there I had to go through all these drug tests (I was clean) and they asked me all these questions. They also asked the same with the therapist/social worker that I saw earlier, if I felt comfortable going home, and if I needed to go the Psychiatric hospital (and go there for OCD and anxiety treatment as well). So my stepdad and I decided to go. A few minutes later the ambulance came and took me there strapped to one of those chair beds. That was the very first time that I ever rode inside an ambulance, and no they didn’t use a siren. I wasn’t dying or anything. Then when we got there we settled in the doctors, the unit along with people my age that I was going to stay at where I was going to get treatment each day. There activities planned each week, so we patients have something to do. They even let you stay in your room whenever you felt like it. They did have internet there, but most websites we blocked, even deviantART. So we could only go to Youtube pretty much. The medicine that I took each day was Zolaft. For the first two days I still felt suicidal, until the increased the doses and the therapy I had there. I felt better and better each day. I even took another pill, so I could stop hearing voice in my head and a sleeping pill. When I admitted that I felt better and don’t feel suicidal anymore, they let me go home. But, I still have some OCD behaviors and actions and anxiety. So every day, I still have to take Zolaft. They told me that it takes at least 2-6 weeks to really kick in.

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Valerie Depa
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Hi, I'm formally known as tomboygirlP5, but my real name is Valerie and I'm 16 year old tomboyish girl who loves to have fun. And I really dream of being a Cartoonist when I grow up. As you know one of my biggest influences were the Golden age of animation cartoons and some dark creepy ones. I also like Anime/Manga too.

Gender: Female
Race: Half-Asian and Half Caucasian
Height: 6'10
Sexuality: Polysexual
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: Brunette

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People that I know in real life- :iconlouiselulu22:(sister)

I just got into the Transformers series, well mostly the cartoon series and the movies. This mostly includes many Transformers related things too. I mean all the Transformers things. I also grew up watching a lot of Mecha anime. I think I've might have watched the old school Transformers cartoons too, including G1.

As for the whole Marvel vs. DC thing, I like both. But, I admit I'm a little more of a DC person. I read their comics more (No, I don't really Teen Titans, except for like one issue), and I grew up watching more of their shows such as Batman The Animated Series and Justice League. I admit when it comes to Marvel, I go for the movies a little more, maybe because I grew up watching their movies more such as Spiderman (yes I saw all 3 including the Venom) and the Fantastic Four. I admit there are some Marvel heroes that I really like, but have never really checked out the comics much.

For those that are wondering about Teen Titans, I'm sorry I'm not really into the series anymore. That doesn't mean I hate it either, I still like very few of it though. And no, it's not really because of TTGO! I even feel that about the original series too. This means I don't like any of the pairings/couples anymore, this even includes my favorite ones from the past. Nowadays, they are just becoming too overrated. I admit I still like a few characters such as Terra.

Those of you who are wondering about my religion, I'm Agnostic for now (I admit I'm starting to lean towards the Atheists side too). I have been raised in a Christian family, so over the years I was Christian until now, where my opinions started to change. Even when I was Christian, I've never really believed in heaven or hell for the afterlife. I'm now starting to believe in reincarnation a little bit more (I'm neutral on it). But I still respect those that have different views on religion as well. Also, as for Veggietales, I still enjoy it and am a fan of it. I used to watch it a lot as a child and I still like the new ones that they're making. Although I'm no longer believe in religion, and identify myself as a Christian, I still appreciate the values the series teaches such as being thankful and such. Plus the catchy songs and silliness of it.

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Thanks for the fave :D
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Thanks so much for the fav! :iconsupertighthugplz:
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thanks for the fave =)
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